Vanishing Friendship

If only I had the strength to tell you,
That we were growing apart.
I feel like I am losing you,
The part of you is lost in my heart.

All those great times we spent together,
So many memories all in the past.
Thinking we would be best friends forever,
Thinking out friendship would always last.

But somehow we drifted farther and farther away,
Slowly losing the bond we had.
I'm never sure if our friendship will be okay,
Keeping me forever sad.

Was it I who had turned my back?
Or maybe it was you?
Is this really real?
Can this all be true?

I don't want to feel this pain,
Hoping sadness won't swallow me whole.
But I find myself with tears in my eyes,
I can't seem to gain control.