Sins & Lies

I wake up ready for the day
i wake up thinking of all the pain

somehow i can get through it
somehow i can survive
even though i feel dead
I'm 100 percent alive

no one can accept me
accept me the way i am
but at this moment in my life
I'm the only one who can

well I'm sick of having to deal with this
everything just seems to get even harder
all the questions have to be answered
and all my problems just get larger

well one of these days I'm gonna leave and never come back
one of these days I'm gonna go
and where I'll be no one will find out
because only i will know

I'll take care of myself
all by my very self
without anyone giving me advice
without anyones help

the only thing I'll bring are all my sins and lies
I'm not even gonna bother to tell anyone my last goodbyes

i say that every day
just to make myself feel good
if i was to do that I'd be better off.
i just know i would