It's weird how life has different destinations for everyone. Mine hasn't made sense yet. All the happiness I've had turned into pain. All the dreams I've had turned into nightmares. The help I've given out was not taken into consideration. I've taken people out of the darkness and been left behind. The ones who were their, showed compassion. If I were to say good-bye, would anybody cry?
Would people recognize that I'm gone? How can I smile when all has been devoured? Love taken away. Used to cover up someones past misery. I try to smile But what is their to smile about? Why, When i needed help for my mistakes nobody was their to lend a hand? So alone, I try to climb back up the road to recovery. Beliefs and reliefs fail.
I see visions of happiness float by in the distance. Not near enough to grab. I'm tired of this feeling I hold in side for so many years now. I want to close my eyes and reunite with those miles away up above. I see though, taken my life away thing won't get better
for me. It's just adding bigger hole of pain and hurt So I'm coming to reality once again. Given another chance to regain that lost love, regain new memory's and to get the love I lost back. On the road to recovery,
I'm growing stronger. Reuniting with everything. Making it way better then before. I'm still missing the one thing to continue recovery and joy with. Letting that chance go away just to go back in time to save that one thing I crave for. Will it come back to me if I go back? Will I get it back so It can enjoy the new road of recovery and happiness with me? Should I give up?
I hold on to the past; Living the pain still. The road to recovery is trying to pull me in to show me the right thing to do But I will not walk that destination without the only one thing I want to grow with. So many new
opportunity's have came my way. So many dreams have came. Love was seen and felt But I will not continue this road with a certain person I grew with.
That person is stuck in the past. I will await in the present for it to come to me. As long as I wait, Things will come back? Or do I have to move on?
Without that one person I need and miss? I will not continue this road of recovery without you!
