The Circle of Life...THE REAL ONE

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people don't know how it feels
how it feels to be stabbed in the back
by someone you love and you trust and you'd die for

people talk sh**
when they try and relate
but you see the lies in their eyes
then they wonder
why you don't wanna talk
and you don't wanna share what goes on
but they don't understand
when you really get burnt
when it stings in your heart
that the worse-st type of betrayal

and then after it happens
you wanna avoid it ever happening again
but people don't see it
they cant see whats inside
they don't see all the cries
they only see what they wanna see
so they cover there eyes when the bad times roll by
but what pisses me off is that
when you try and reach out
they all shut you out
because the sh** your going through is too deep

but they never say that
they always say that your not alone
that they're there and they care
but you know they're just talking to talk
so then you close yourself off
and you keep it inside
you bottle it up until it don't fit no more
so you blow
and they all saw it coming
but the harm is already done you've already said hateful things
things they cant believe
and they call you a beast
they say you have no emotions
that you need some help
but they started the problem

those b**ches I watch them
as they devise evil plots and then when the schemes explode they walk away like nothing
I see how they start all these problems and then laugh it off when they see people living in misery
and then how they plant all those lies
and people know they're lying but they blind themselves and believe it and pass the tale along

I dunno
I dunno why I bother with b**ches who don't give a sh** and just wanna see me fall

I dunno
I dunno why I try so God damn hard to impress and put smiles
when inside all I'm doing is crying

I dunno
I dunno why I give love a fair chance every time

I dunno
I dunno why I let them back stabbers back into my life
even when I know that it always goes wrong
that things never change

I dunno why I deal
Why
I deal with all the sh**
I deal with all the pain
I put up a fake smile
and act like its fine
and hope for a better tomorrow...