I'm Tired

I'm tired of the confusion and pain, I'm not gonna lie/ I can't help the way I feel, but I'm gonna try/ I'm tired of you and all mind games/ Thinking it was possible that you could change/ I'm tired of thinking that your right for me/ When it's clear that we're not meant to be/ I'm tired of being the one who feels all the pain/ And the one who gets stuck out in the rain/ I'm tired of being the one who gets hurt/ I'm of trying to make this thing work/ I'm tired of you acting like a little boy/ It's been time to put up the toys/ I'm tired of having all these feelings I can't explain/ And not having anyone to blame/ I'm tired of listening to songs like burn/ And wondering when will it be your turn/ I'm tired of wondering if it never really was/ Then why does it hurt as much as it does/ I'm tired of being the one that has to call/ Just because you'd rather play ball/ I'm tired of pretending that that I don't care/ When the truth is that I really want you to be there/ I'm tired of wondering what those chicks have/ And wondering why our relationship couldn't last/ I'm tired of singing the same old song/ And pushing myself to keep holding on/ I'm tired of still wanting you and wondering if you still want me to/ I'm tired of wondering when will the hurting ever stop/ And when will I figure out if this is real or not/ I'm tired of saying that everything's all good/ And not saying things that I should/ I'm tired of saying that I don't want you/ When the truth is that I really do