Inside My Mind

Staring out of eyes is all I can do
Wanting so bad to tell you
Only to be pushed back again
By those that live within
Only to find me on the surface again
Until a thought come
Then once again I am undone
Trying to hold on to what I believed
But that is pushed away from me
Losing friends
Close and near
This isnt the end I really fear
The harder I fight
The more I lose
Die or live its just a game to them
One that I cant win
Blocking me out is their kind of fun
One day it will be their asses undone