Why can't we end this?
I still can't pretend
I can't force myself to love you
as you have forced you to me.
I know all the lies
I know what you want
I can't create feeling that were never there
Every intimate moment,
I am trapped inside myself
When our lips kiss, I only feel your skin
I don't feel this so called love.
The days of agony, The notes that I clearly do not read
Are ending, Tonight.
((No, my bf and I are not breaking up.. I thought I'd try to capture the pain of unreal love, and lust.))
