Doesnt want me

He'll never love me will he
I'll never make him proud
he'll never think I'm beautiful
he doesn't want me around

why does it have to be like that
why cant he love me
why cant he just smile
when he looks at me

why is he so mad
I've done nothing wrong
he doesn't even speak to me
been this way for so long

i see these other dads
who really love their daughter
i see the way they look at them
i want that kind of father

i use to find an excuse
for everything he'd say
but as i got older
those excuses went away

he does know how to love
everyone but me
I'm not someone he likes
nor someone he wants to see

it kills me inside
and scares me most of all
if my own dad doesn't want me
no man will at all