Cold to stone then ice....

Cold to stone then to ice,
i look at myself in the shattered mirror,
sharp shiver visits my spine,
as i stare into the eyes of a stranger.

my mind is a whirl of thoughts,
i do not want to live anymore,
i no longer recognize myself,
Heaven take me now, for i am ready.

i want to feel Gods presence,
tell my sins and seek for forgiveness,
i don't deserve to be on Earth,
let me die, while allowing another to live.

I'm on my knees begging you please,
take me now for i am unclean,
allow me to feel alive with forgiveness in your world,
God, please take me now.....