MY LAST WORDS ( Ma Tears & Ma Pain)

Tears & pain - Thug love

How much u need 2 pay
2 say, 4 everything
U met, U had, U lost.........in this world
U lost.....lost

How can u control your life?
Can't control your own mind..
Welcome 2 da land of lost SOULS,
All I need is your sign!
Your head is real mess,
Always doing fake tries..
How real think U r?!
U always puffing lies...
Between U & me, Love & FANTASY!
Time spend with me, you named that tragedy!
It's all over me,
You've drop all on me...
I've made my philosophy!!!

My Philosophy's made out of tears & Pain
I'm stock between love & Fear, I'm going INSANE...
Took my time, set illness feelings into my vain..
Big mount, my pain, feelings the same..
Now I'm in this GAME, alone walking!
Can't talk, cuz i'm having a big test,
ALL THAT PAIN, into my chest..
I wanna get out of here but I have problems with papers
I'll miss my family, my Love & all of my NEIGHBORS!!!
All my friends will remember me,
lost 4 ever, I'll never be, My life is my tragedy...

I love u, and I miss U,
I don't know what to do?

I love U but how 2 understand U?!
Cuz U don't know what's the truth, lady!!!

Kick me when I'm down, I'll be up again,
Without my EX - LOVE I need 2 start again..
Even SUPERMAN, can't beat this train!
Da saddest story can't make me cry again...
Da world is empty and I am seeking 4 my treasure,
Doing the greatest things 4 U was my pleasure!
U were my tinny Asian, From a small town..
Before I met U, my life was UNDERGROUND,
Giving da love just 4 da MUSIC, in control when I use it..
Then your big eyes show me da way how 2 loose it!!!
Freedom, I've gave ya all the time,
Complete pain U gave me back in few lines..
You mailed me lines full of love,
Now I know that was a lie spitted through a straw..
Now the lost memories coming back, and making u sad,
You'll never know what's gOOD if u never saw BAD!!!
Find your PEACE, make your life better,
I think I don't want U NO MORE EVER...........!

I Love u, and i miss u,
i don't know what 2 do?

I love u but how 2 understand U?!
Cuz u don't know what's the truth, Lady!!!

Do I still Love U?
Absolutely!!!
There's not a doubt in my mind..!
Throught all my anger, my EGO,
I was always faithful in my love 4 YA'..
That I made you DOUBT IT?
That is the great mistake of life full of mistakes!
The truth doesn't set us free!
I can tell You I love U...
As many time as u stand 2 hear it...........!
And all that does, the only thing..
IS 2 REMIND US.......... LOVE IS NOT ENOUGH..............
FEAR IS STONGER
THAN LOVE............!!!

Mehmet Ali CELIK a.k.a DJ/MC SUICIDE...