No Where To Hide

Running from something deep with inside
erasing, forgetting, the tears that I've cried
trying to breathe, gasping for air
running so fast because I'm so scared

hating the girl looking back in the mirror
nothing in life seems to be getting clearer

i see scars on my heart and scars my wrist
and behind the smile i see a secret twist
something inside that no one else knows
something inside that I'll never show

that little something is called depression
it's consuming me whole, with slow obsession

i try to escape the darkness within
but then i stumble, and my world starts to spin
everything falls and i tumble down
until there's rock bottom and no ones around

no one to help me when I'm alone
no one to guide me safely back home

so then i start running because i am scared
depression around me, i feel it in the air
running so fast from this darkness inside
running, still running, but no where to hide

=thank you for reading. i felt a sudden sadness take over me. writing about it helped. comments would be nice. rating even better. thanks again=