In love but dead inside

I am in love but dead inside
I wonder why she left me hurting
I hear she kissed some guy
I see that she is happy
I want her to come back to me
I am in love but dead inside

I pretend not to care but I care a lot
I feel dead inside
I touch my heart and there is nothing
I worry that she will find someone better
I cry because I want and need her
I am in love but dead inside

I understand she needs time
I say I will wait for her, but she tells me no
I dream of her every night
I try to act like nothing is wrong
I hope she still loves me and will take me back
I am in love but dead inside