Death is decieving

by James   May 7, 2007


Sadness and hate consumes my soul
as I lie in bed wishing that I could fill the hole
that I have cut inside me for the past few years
every thought about me is just shear hatred
I have convinced myself everything would be better if I was gone
there was never anytime that my life had shone
if someone so sad continues to live
surely no good can come of it
sometimes i wish i could start all over again
be a better person to myself.. maybe i wouldnt be so lame
everytime i want to die
i just want to cry
there must be a better way?
to leave this world so young and sad
i dont want it to end like that
but im not sure i have much hope
it seems like its the only thing i can do to make me...cope

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  • 18 years ago

    by moonlil

    Hey James!
    I like your poem. It is very touching and with so much emotions. It is also so sad and I hope that you don't feel this way anymore cause you know what will happen then. I wont tell it on here now! But i think you know what I mean. Keep it up!! I love your poems.

  • 18 years ago

    by Alma

    This is such a beautiful poem its simple but says all their is to say sometimes your not sure of your purpose or your meaning and think it might be better if i never happened. but we must all find something to live for i hope you find your reason soon.

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