I'm sorry

I can't do this anymore
I can't live my life this way
I'm not going to keep pretending
That every thing's ok

I'm not a perfect daughter
How I wish I wasn't me
I'm not smart like my brother
How I wish I could be

I'm not funny like my brother
Though I really try
I'm not strong like the oldest
I'm sorry I sometimes cry

Why did I have to be the one
That isn't like the rest
Why couldn't I be the favorite
Why can't I be the best?

I'm sorry B's don't cut it
I'm sorry I suck at math
I'm sorry that my life
Isn't on your path

I'm sorry I'm not beautiful
I'm sorry I like going out
I'm sorry there are things
I won't talk about

I wish I was the person
I'm expected to be
I wish I could be anyone
Anyone but me.