By: Megan Morris
I have a voice inside my head that never seems to go away. It keeps on saying, “You’re ugly, you’re stupid, no one wants you.†I tell it to leave but it stays. I tell it to stop but it doesn’t. I tell it to leave me alone but it keeps on bothering me. What caused it? You ask. I don’t know. I don’t know any thing about it, why it’s here, why it won’t leave, how it got there, how I make it leave, why it hurts. I feel like I am falling into a deep, dark, cold, never ending hole. It is hard to breath when I am falling I can’t scream for help then it stops. Reality comes flooding back into my head. Everything comes back to me and I hear the voice. It stopped once, the voice, when I had the person that I loved and now he is gone and the voice is back in my head and I can’t make it stop I wish I could have my life back the one where there was no voice inside my head and when I had the one I loved. I’ll let go and fall into depression and no one will care because I am ugly, stupid, and no one wants me. No one will care so why not.
