So...lucky you

I'm a Lil mixed up, & i dint wanna waste any more time, another lonely minute inside my head is enough to pull the trigger,. & i dint wanna talk myself into believing, that..that maybe you had/have some kind of feelings for that one person, or perhaps a moment in which you locked eyes for that 3 seconds, that for some reason seems to feel like hours. & and its not her that worries me, its the fact that i was giving my all, to YOU and only you. That scares me. Knowing how lucky you are, to receive that kind of care. It scares me to that you have no idea how lucky you are.