I love you Sean

This is hard for me to say,
But I love you and I hope,
One day u could love me back,
Cause for once I want to feel loved.

So many have broken my heart,
But I think u might be able to fix it,
When you walk past me at school,
I block everything and everyone else out,

This gets harder to say when I think…
I think about my best friend for she is your sister,
I tell her everything but this I hold back,
Nobody knows but me, this how I like it,

I call to talk to her, but she is busy,
So you just say she’ll call me latter,
We say goodbye and hang up,
But really wanted you to stay and talk.

Why cant love be easier then this?
Why cant I just tell you how I feel?