The warmth of the sun
The gentle breeze of the sea
The cold of the rain
It all seems so distant
As I watch it all fade
From the white room I am in,
From the window I keep my eyes on
It seems so close,
Yet so far away it stood...
I have yet to loose all hopes
As I lie awake on this bed
I have yet to stop breathing
As I say in this white room
The sheer joy of having a sound in the empty room
Made a beating pain in my heart
Mother told me not to loose hope
I never did Mother, I never did
Father tells me to be strong
I am being strong, I really am
Brother tells me I'll be alright
...But is that true brother? Will I be alright?
It's easy to tell,
That I am slipping away
They tell me I'm still here,
yet I know I'm disappearing
Mother, don't cry when I'm gone
Father, don't feel bad when I'm gone
Brother, don't fear my death
I wont be far away,
So don't cry on my grave
I wont be sleeping there
I'll be with you guys,
And watch you till the end
Just as you guys watched me
Till I take my last breath,
Kiss me for the last time mother,
I'll smile with all my strength
Hold my hand firmly father,
I'll squeeze yours with my own
Embrace me tight brother,
I'll close my eyes in your arms
I'll close them with a smile
Knowing that I always have
A loving family,
Who watched me till my end....
