I knew you was sad,
you told me i was the greatest friend you had, comments of happiness was not what i wanted
i just wanted to see you smile maybe just once in a while.
i knew that it had happened again
you'd argued with your father like mad
i told you not to go but you said you had to
it was earth the next morning i had the call
it was not you voice telling me you was Kay
infact it was your father, telling me that you had died
i demanded he let me come to the funeral
i was refused access,
i was shut away and told that you had died and to move on.
i could not live my life a lie
and still to this day i will always remember that date the 14th of July, one day that will NEVER die.