Keep her company for me oh loneliness my true friend

Oh my love, my dearest love...it breaks my heart to let u know, but I have to. I have to leave...no...not leaving u, but I have to go for sometime...u know its this thing about upward progression...but this time it takes me somewhere quite far in distance from u. ooh...how my heart aches at the thought. No...no...no...Don't feel down.

I will not leave u ccomfort less..in fact, I have great plans to take care of u whilst am gone. See...I will leave u in the hands of my new, most able and truest of friends...loneliness...yes my dear...that's him...or that's his name.

Don't be surprised...let me tell u how I met him...when I met him...and why I want u to be in his care whilst am gone. See as I lay down restless in the middle of night, sweating even though I wore many clothes to keep from the cold...thoughts of u went through my mind and I lost all sleep. I wondered why I had to leave at this time...I wondered if going was necessary at all...I wondered if I will make it there...then I wondered if I will make it back...but then of all this wowondering.I only felt the pulse of my heart increase...

it was when I began wondering of u that I started sweating...it was profuse...I sweat as though it rained on me...I wondered what will happen to u...I wondered what u will be doing when am gone...then I wondered if I will come to meet u the same...this last wondering had a notorious bitterness to it...I gazed at the dark, blank ceiling but got no answers...so I closed my eyes....got out of my bed and went out in search of solutions to my wondering.

no sooner had I stepped out did I run into this strange looking but quiet familiar fellow...he sat on my doorway...so I asked if he needed anything...i'm here because u called.he said...'I called?' ... but when? he only smiled and extended a very huge hand...one that engulfed my whole being the moment I placed my hand in it...his handshake was in fact a heart shake...then I missed u...and he introduced himself...briefly and precisely...'I am loneliness...and u need me now more than ever'...see, its strange...but instantly, I agreed with him and thought of u...I needed him but more for u than for me...for u because u will definitely need company...I know u cannot live without company and u need him more than me because u are all soft and very beautiful to the eye whilst me on the other hand am all fearful and ugly...see...u attract with ease whilst I repel with splendor....in our situation of love...it was u who attracted me and all I had to do was turn off my repelling properties...

so back to my friend...loneliness...I asked him if he had a cv to proof his claim that I need him and I asked him for evidence of the sort and nature of his experience...he only looked at me with pity in his bright eyes...oh dear...u cannot imagine how pitiful I felt...his look told me all...that he knows me inside out...that he understands not what is said but what we struggle not to say...his gaze was enough cv page and experience...we became friends instantly...its so wonderful...I felt instantly that my fears are over...I felt that I have gotten u somebody to be with whilst am gone...see...I do not doubt his integrity...this loneliness...because he assured me that he will see to it that u miss me to pulp. He said for me not to worry because he could even convince u to convince your parents to let u come to Me.!!! oh my love isn't this great news...isn't this loneliness such a wonderful fellow...being with me!!! is that not what we've been trying to achieve all these many countless days...and he knows how to get u to do it all...

I think I have said too much why not meet him at the airport whilst am about to enplane so u two can acquaint with each other...guess what he said to me...that u two will get along so well that when u talk to me on phone u will not be able to help it but admit that u feel lonely...he said that is not all and also u will sooner or later admit that loneliness is your only friend now...well I will not feel jealous cos I trust him and his methods 100%...I think u will love him too...I love u always...from me micahlord