Death is all I want...

Death is what I desire
all my friends that don't know me
just act as if I will always be there
but no what they and everyone else does
makes me want death
they act as if they care
but I can see right through them
all of they're false care and trust
makes me cry and die inside
because I know that no one cares
death would that really be so bad
to want it and wish it would come
people hear that and look away in disgust
but until some shows me real emotion
death is what I want...