I`m sick and tired
I cry and cry
why can`t this life be over
I just want to die
Honestly,
it`s not worth living
carrying around all the pain
and suffering
It`s getting hard to breathe
I`ve lost interest in myself
I can`t be better than you
Are you happy now?
You`re perfect compared to me
I`m just another blot
on this world
I can`t help but say
I wish i could give my years away
to people who want to live
Cause i`m just a waste of time
I wish i could donate my organs
Cause they don`t need to function
on a weak heart
It tears me apart
I`m hurt mentally
But physically want to be
You could run me over with a car
and i won`t say a word
If i had a gun i wouldn`t hesitate
You could never relate
Good days never come
Someone has to ruin my day
I TRY
i ignore the pain
the hate
but i can`t
I`m only human
So now i`m left
Depressed and torn
You might as well hurt me more
I`m s h i t
i`m worthless
My life isn`t a fairytale
But i wish it could be a bit better
Currently, i live in hell
No, i CAN`T talk to you about it
cause you won`t know how it feels
A wound that never heals
You might see me smile
But you never see that frown
that can`t be turned upside down
My misery never spoken
cause i`m officially done and
broken
