Maybe I'm still in love with you; I don't know I'm so confused
I'm thinkin of you; but I don't want to
It's killin me inside, cuz my thoughts are like a scatter plot, I hate you, but then I love you, I'm goin crazy, and I feel so cold, these words I'm writing are just what I feel now, after what I went through, I never thought I would have to find someone new, I thought you were the one to melt my heart away, but now I have to search again until that day, when I find another, kind of like you, but really means what he says, my life is like an open book, and I'm trying to turn the page, to a new chapter where I find my prince, to lay in his arms and kiss his lips, and dance to slow jams with his hands on my hips, baby, if that's what I mean to call you, I need help, I cant do this myself, I don't know if I'll take you back, I don't know if what I am saying is true, or if anything I've said is a fact, I don't know if I'm sure what I'm saying, all I know is I'm not playing
