Memories......

Watching him rampage all over the house,
nothing i can do except shut my mouth.

heart beating fast, holding my tongue,
i try to move but my body is numb.

hearing his words brings tears to my eyes,
everything that happens is totally memorized.

when he was a child it happened to him,
right and wrong quickly go dim.

so all i do is sit and wait,
just watching the fire in his eyes called hate.

i love him now and always will,
i just cant beleive this is so real.

so, slowly, i will deal with this day by day,
until finally the memory of all this fades.