Tell me...

Tell me you love me,
tell me your care,
i know somewhere deep down inside these feelings are there,
I don't know what to expect off you, but also don't know whether to stay around and hear what you have to say,
cause one day i ain't going to be here,
your the one that breaks my heart every time you say her name,
yet you the one to fix it when you turn back to me again,
its like you have a hold on me a rope that only you can control,
pulling me in every time I'm nearly away from your curse,
i know the person i want to read it never will,
but i hope one day i can say he he will,
I love him with all my heart but i hate the way he is, but this is what keeps me holding on to him