Every cut means something

People think i cut to get attention but i don't
I have 33 cuts on my arm and each and everyone
of them have a story and a meaning
you can think I'm crazy if you want but
i don't care ever cut means something
i don't cut into my vein's i cut around
them sometimes i wanna kill myself
but i no it ain't worth it because when
the blade goes into my skin and blood begins to run
down my arm i begin to cry because i think
about the past and not the present
ever cut means something
my dad, mom, sister, brother, ex- boyfriends, grandma, cousin, and everybody that has put me down
in the past and the present but you no
as i count my cuts i sit there and remember the story's
that has happened in my life.
EVERY CUT MEANS SOMETHING!!!!!!
i no it's not the best thing to do but i think it's the best
for me what else is there to do instead of crying and talking i let the blade do all the talking
EVERY CUT MEANS SOMETHING