I've changed my way of seeing life,
No more excuses or escapes
Just living life at the edge...
My soul has now sinked into dark
The words "i love you" doesn't touch me
Even G-O-D Himself has left me.
I try to scream, but no one hears me
I've got no where else to go.
Tears keep falling down my cheeks
My eyes are red but no one notice..
I'm falling off my sweet dream castle
Into reality that hurts.
And what i see in this unknown?!
Nothing...no one that i know
Strangers kisses and caresses me,
And say OH! How beautiful you are!'
They keep fill me with their lies
And pretend they are my friends.
Friends you say? You're all just broken toys
I'm no longer the perfect girl
Who knew what's right and her mistakes.
Life has turn her back on me...
Dead is no longer my fear.
