Life

I'm sick of this life I'm sick of this pain
everyday its always the same
i go into the kitchen and look at the knife
and wonder why it hasn't taken my life
then i think of you and then i know why
because I'm sick of this toucher and wanting to cry
i hate being alone every day
Ive cried every single tear in every single way
i want to bleed red and see white
i don't want to stay here i want to go into the light
they say its a sin to take away ones pain
but I'm sick of this life and this repetitive game