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by Sarah May 14, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / other
I tell myself I'm happy, But inside I know I'm not, I try to hide these feelings, With alcohol and pot, So I take a couple shots, And I get dizzy and impaired, My feelings get all crazy, I get so lonely and scared, Then I take a few hits, And I get up on cloud nine, Everything turns good, And everything seems fine, For hours they help me, And take away the pain, But when the high is over, I only feel the same, I don't understand it, Don't think I ever will, I need these things to help me, But all they do is kill.