Real

It started with a feel
but then it all got too real
i looked out the window as you were in
thats when i knew i lost a friend

It started with a feel
but then it hurt all too real
i looked out the window as you began
thats when i clawed at your hands

It was good at first
but then i began to die from thirst
i let you in you took it rough
i couldn't get away you were too tough

I screamed and begged
to let me off the stupid bed
You weren't done not even close
you threw me down you tore my clothes

When it was over you looked at me
saying don't cry baby
i got up and left the room
and our ending was coming soon

I walked home all by myself
you followed me saying well
i said don't talk to me look what you done
you ruined and tore your perfect Hun

I got home that night i layed down and cried
i saw the images of my hurtful night
i heard the screams i heard the yells
but most of all i heard you excel

I went for help at school that day
but the counselor was far away
i saw you in the hall
all i remember was you let me fall

It started out with a feel
But then it hurt much too real
Now i have the secret sealed
i will never forget that hurtful feel