Daniel. I still love you. After two years,

Two whole years have passed.
Since i lost him to that girl.
We were together for only four months.
But that was special enough for me.

When it was over i tore myself in two.
Sober and Unsober.
Drugs and Alcohol, turned to be my only friend.
People told me to move on.
I never cried.

Looking back at the good times.
His kiss, His smile, His heart.
He had problems to that I'll admit.
But i loved him so much still.

Now i look back and think.
Why didn't i cry;
Why i didn't i move on;
Because after two years.
I'm still holding onto his dream,
Of being with me forever.

When i see him, i get so scared.
Because now his an alcoholic.
Now his a drug abuser.
I miss him so much.
And i still love him.

Someone please help.
I can't do this on my own.
Daniel i love you.
I'm a mess.
nothings going right no more.

My granddad his dying.
My Dad his hooked on crack.
Best friends hate me.
I'm on drugs.
I love you so much.
Come back to me please.

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