He said he dont want to go out with me because he dont want me to break his heart and he said he cant stand to be torn apart he said i really dont want to feel that pain again and he jux wants the pain to end he said i wish i could trust you i wish you didnt put me through all you put me through he said he loves me but he doesnt kno if he should stay with me or should he go i jux told him to do wat he do cause no matta wat im gonna mak it through he asked me how do i feel about him and do i really feel the same way i couldnt bear to tell him i jux feel like walkin away he said he will always treat me the same even if evrything change but i jux want to give up and tell him he won but i jux dont kno what his reactin is gonna be if i say we are done but then i think am i gonna cry is it gonna be hard for me to say goodbye or am i gonna be glad and smile and finally let go of the pain i had for a while will i still love him will he still love me i never knew how mux i loved him until i took time to see maybe i really dont kno if i should stay or to jux let go maybe im jux as confused as him and i jux dont wanna risk to be with him and him to treat me like i dont exist he said its different now but im gonna fix wat broke between us some way somehow i kno its gonna be hard to gain your love back i but im willin to risk it all theres nothin i wont do to jux be wit you but he said do you think i will be able to trust you again and will my heart mend cause i dont want to feel that way again........
