She Did it to Herself

She gave what was left to him
then took it all away
She never thought that he would go
when it was she who couldn't stay

She knew not what would happen
but she never could see this
Now she sits inside herself
outward only bliss

You see she never wanted this
she never saw the pain
And now he's never coming back
so there's nothing left to gain

The hurt manifests inside
she just wants to make it right
But he was her hope, her strength
and now there's nothing left to fight

She doesn't want to care
and she doesn't want to feel
Never did she know before
That hurt could feel so real

It gnaws at her and mocks her
she did it all alone
And now there's nothing left in life
her future is unknown

He won't come back to her you see
he can't do it again
What happened to we'll make it baby
make through thick and thin

He was her everything
and now she is his nothing
He can't see what's happening
refuses to see suffering

She's lost alone inside herself
and she just wants out
She doesn't want to live right now
she wants to cry and shout

She hoped that he'd come back to her
but he made it all too clear
He's never doing it again
and that was her only fear

That was all that mattered
and now she doesn't care
She doesn't want to be here
but end it does she dare?

She dared to do that dirty deed
but nothing she does right
It left her drained and full of pain
and now she will not fight

He's never coming back to her
she knows it now so clear
He's never coming back to her
she has nothing left to fear

She's waiting no so patiently
for all to slip away
She knows that she will end it soon
She's just waiting for the day

She misses him and loves him
she knows he loves her too
But he's never coming back to her
so how could this be true?

She's waiting for the perfect time
if there's such a thing
He's left her now with nothing
but he'd promised her a ring

He promised that he'd marry her
but he's left her all alone
She's just waiting for the day now
may her pain that day be known

She just wanted to be happy
but she took that all away
She did it all her own self
and now she just can't stay

She misses him so terribly
she hurts so much inside
She doesn't know why she's still here
she feels she must've died

She did it to herself
but he let her slip away
Now he's never hearing her
She said she couldn't stay

She said she couldn't do this
but no one will listen
She feels her broken heart inside
now she sees her own blood glisten

She just wanted him happy
but now she's not so sure
She wants to make him feel the hurt
the hurt that has no cure

She wants to take herself away
and make him feel the pain
The pain that he was caused her
the pain that has no gain

She takes herself away from him
in hopes that he'll just feel
The pain she felt inside herself
the pain that he made real