Losing You

Everyday I think it yet you tell me not to worry
But it's the way you act that scares me
How you always seem in a hurry

I'm just a parnoid child
Too much of a painful past
Finally growing up to be to wild

I want to be the closest thing to you in life
Yet I can't help wondering what you hide
Praying to God it's not a knife

I know I should trust that you aren't going to leave
But it seems as if I'm losing you
And I wish time would just freeze

I know you want to be with both of us
But it seems he comes first
And even though I don't mean it I'm secretly losing trust

You know I've been betrayed
You know I've been abandoned
But you must understand this is how I was made

I don't want to lose you
But my temper is about to blow
So do me a favor stay true

Give me a little more time
You talk to him everyday
All I want is some time with you and I'd be fine

In the end I feel like I'm losing you
Please make this feeling go away
You're the only one I can run too