Mask of lie

My whole life was a lie i wear a mask just to make them think i was nothing but a fool i laugh and smile like i was happy but I'm not I'm dead my eye are full with tear of sadness no one know the pain i feel people hate me i can feel the cold glare i wonder if i have a right to live they say I'm demon but why i never did anything wrong i want a family i want a Friend i know that will never be true this is my sin that i must take because i am a monster that no one will ever care i walk endless around my time now i just want to be free from my pain