True happiness

You would have never guessed that i stayed up all nite thinking and cutting when i think about my life and the shit I've done i cut as deep narrowly missing the vein every day i go to school with a smile plastered to my face never breaking it always thinking its gonna get better never realizing its just getting worse and worse so i take this knife and slice and slice deeper deeper until i finally did it i have my suicide note next to me as i lay down and die my last words are finally true happiness

plz comment and i do the same for you