Mother what happened

Mother does not see it she knows not of my pain
She sits all day in blind happiness thinking we are both Okay

Me and my sister where dieing inside but still sits my mother just buying her time
She does not know us or do we know her it/s like we live separate, alone.

My sister started cutting and that got my mother to see all she did was send her
To The crazy shirk whoopee

I still sit in memories; the memories wished to be forgotten they will forever linger in the darkest hearts bottom.
My mother does not see us crying in our room mother thinks I was to young to hear the angry screams.

Mother where are you when we need you close, working with your learners as if your children are ghosts
Or you sit on the computer an ignore every word we say I know you can hear us you just don/t wont to some days

You wondered why we/re fighting why we draw you in, it makes you shout but at least you acknowledge your children are about.

Mother does not know me and I know her not I live where not wanted I live where my feeling are forgot