Remember the Wind

I'm shaking, crying, slowly dying,
Why are you constantly lying?
My knees are weak,
i cannot speak.
I have fallen to the ground
And you have yet to make a sound.
I believed every lie that you spoke,
And now feel like I am the joke.
So bitterly cold in your stare,
it's nothing but a vicious glare.
You had a temper waiting to be found,
i just happened to be the one to make it pound.
I gave you my heart,
right from the very start.
So many years wasted in misery and pain,
And look at what I have gained.
My children viciously ripped out of my embrace,
To be taken away without a trace.
A lifeless soul, so ready to let go,
And nothing to show but a broken home.
Three years of trying,
So much crying.
And I have only myself to blame,
For playing such a treacherous game.
Right form the very start,
i should have known we were destined to fall apart.
For how could we be
if the only reason you wanted me was so that I could not be free?
An object of your obsession, something you never really held dear,
What else did you expect except fear?
Nightmares that will never end,
And a heart that will forever be on the mend.
So tired of crying,
All I feel like doing is dying.
So please go away,
For I am thru and am going to stay away.