Broken Hearted

I'll never understand why everyone has to leave,
Maybe I can just cut all the pain away.
My heart will always be worn on my sleeve,
Maybe I wont even remember this day.

The pain is gripping my heart,
I've never felt so heart broken.
My life is falling apart.
I left too much unspoken.

I pushed you away from me,
There is too much pain in my heart,
Pain I wont let you see,
Pain that is still ripping me apart.

When will I be able to breathe again?
Will tomorrow be a better day?
Or will I be forced to wait til this tortured life comes to an end?
I want someone to take all the a pain away.

I stare down at the ground,
And watch the blood hit the floor.
If only my life could have turned around,
and been back to the way it was before.