Dedicated to B*

It hurt to hear about your death,
when i heard about it i got up and left.
i gave you a hug at the game,
but now it just causes so much pain.

i wish you were here,
so we could be by each other's sides.
but you won't even be near,
so i'll just go away and hide.

not that i realize..
your up in heaven.
every time i think of you,
i count to seven.

now that you're gone,
all i can do..
is sit around,
thinking about you.

all i want to do is cry,
but i can't..
and i have no idea why.

i'm wondering if your up there,
watching me as i go.
i gave all my prayers to you,
i love you and this you for surely know.