Have You Ever Thought Of Death

As the misery hits my heart
And my soul is torn to shreds
I feel I'm falling apart
Have you ever thought of death?

In the way that brings out happiness
The way that takes the pain
Death shouldn't be a good thing
So why do I feel I'd gain

Gain from all the sadness
I'd bring with this knife
I don't want to hurt u
But I can not take this life

My life has been forsaken
For the troubles in the past
My fere of death was taken
I can no longer last

I'm loosing the grip on my soul
It's slowly slipping away
I'm sinking into this hole
I will always pay

Pay for the mistakes I've made
Pay for the wrongs Ive done
I will always be afraid
My world has come undone!