Sick and tired of all this confusion
I'm up in my room with the door locked
Tearing up paper notes from the past
Music blasting in the back round
So what did you say to me that day?
Was it just me?
Didn't say you liked me?
Maybe you just changed your mind
Well I'm fed up with your lack of confidence
Your shy side
I wish you would just swallow your pride
And just tell me what you need to say
I'm so tired of the tears that stream down my face
Just because you ignored me that day
The day I sat next to you,
and you looked at me only when you had to
And yea, I write poetry too
Just about whatever I feel at the time
Doesn't that sound familiar?
Because it's what you told me when we danced the night away
Well I write my feelings down when I feel them too
And this is my current feeling
I don't want to
But I can't help but hate you
At this moment
I guess this is mostly my fault
For my bad timing
And my old fashioned ways
But what does a girl like me know these days?
I know that you should put an effort in too
And I'll back off for a while
And let you take the steering wheel
But until then, this car swerves
Hugs the emotional curves
And all I can do is sit back
Close my eyes
And pray
That our car won't crash