It's a shame that you'll never really know

Feeling so alone
Lost and incomplete
Giving up the fight
The worst kind of defeat

My back against the wall
My heart against my fears
My head is full of questions
My cheeks covered in tears

In a crowded room
Scared of my own space
Our dreams, hope, and future
Gone without a trace

Everywhere I look
Where you're supposed to be
Hoping that the time
Will finally set me free