To You.

I feel your eyes crawling over me,
Like my secrets had been told,
That i had gotten what i deserved,
That i needed to put my life on hold.

Was it everything you imagined?
Was it worth my hurt?

Hold me up against the wall,
Make me hit the floor,
See my struggle, the look in my eyes,
Tell me its everything you've been waiting for.

Would you change my regret?
Don't tell me you cared.

The sun hits the sheets,
Waking me up to my mistake,
This is real, i can't deny that it took place,
But god i wish, i wish it was fake.

I can't feel my body,
It is not mine.

Have i been living a lie?
I know nothing said was true,
I can't turn back time,
Theres some things in life you shouldn't do.

Left my mind in a state,
A state that wanted my tears.

Maybe in time it will fade,
Maybe this regret will go too.
But then again,
This is another poem dedicated to you.

From Me.