You wouldn't care (to steve)

I only had a short eight years,
After that it's all been tears.

Snakes used to be my only fear,
now getting close to you is my greatest fear.

you always said you'd be there for me,
if you were here I wouldn't have these sccares you see.

I was only eight when you left,
Ever since then my life been a mess.

you weren't there every night that I cried,
because mom and dad got into another fight.

you weren't there when I would get hit,
all I could do was hope that he'd miss.

you weren't there when Lance broke my heart,
as i sat alone and cried in the dark.

you weren't there when I got called a dike,
and was crying all night.

you wouldn't care if I blamed myself for you leaving,
you wouldn't care if you saw my wrists bleeding.

you wouldn't care if I cried all night,
you wouldn't care if I took my life.