It hurts now that your gone!

I wanted you to be free!
but i didn't want it to be
so far away from me!!

i wanted you to hold my hand all
the way!!i wanted to hear things
you had to say!!i wanted you to live
to see another day!

but i guess thats all just
a wish!and thats all it will
ever be!!but why cant anyone
else see that its killing me!

it hurts SO bad to not have you
here!!losing you has always been
a fear!and now that your gone I'm not
sure what to do!!nothings the same
without you!

i hate walking this world alone!
always having to look back!!but when i do
all i see is black!I'm scared of myself!!
I'm scared of what ill do!!I'm going insane
with out you!!!!

all these thoughts are unfolding
and giving me ideas!I'm not ganna last long!
soon I'm ganna be gone!!!!!

and when I'm finally with you!
ill finally have a smile!one of
those i haven't felt in a while!