QUESTIONS UNANSWERED

People ask me why?
When i don't even know why?
Why does it seem everything is so messed up?
Why did my life fall apart ?
Why did my brother have to leave me?
Was he too good to stay???
Or am I just being selfish ?
I just can't understand why!!!
Why me?!!
Why did i have to fall into the trap of addiction??
Why does my life just not make sense anymore??
Why am i the way i am?
Why can't i be normal!?
Why when i have something good it leaves me??
Am i that screwed in my head??
WHY!!??
Why can't everything just be good in my life for a change??
No matter what i do nothing changes!!
IS it me??
Or the things around me??
WHY?
WHY CAN'T I ANSWER THESE UNANSWERED QUESTIONS???