Don't You Feel Guilty?

Don't you feel,
the least bit guilty,
every time you take a drag?
Do you think of me,
so disapproving of your habits,
whenever you spark a lighter?
Can you see,
how much it hurts me everyday,
knowing the boy I love,
is doing this to himself,
& all i can do,
is watch and hope that you'll someday realize,
that I will not be able to stand this forever.

How about when you shut me out,
when you put those walls up?
How can you look into my eyes,
& say you're OK?
Knowing how much it hurts,
but you still break my heart
every time.
Am I not important enough,
for the truth?
Why do you have to be so difficult?
I'm not going to hurt you,
I could never.

Tell me how,
you can lie & not feel the guilt,
how you can look in my eyes,
& not see the pain,
tell me how you could possibly ignore that.