You and Her

I see you with her and it wasn't the way I had planned
And after all, I'm just a little girl holding my halo in the hand
Standing in the corner and watching everything pass by
If I would've had the wings, I'd have started to fly
The clouds are hiding the sunlight and it starts to rain
Remaining there and watching you two is driving me insane
A lovely couple under an umbrella keeping each other warm
The things going on inside my head are equivalent to this storm
Tears run down my cheeks, invisible and akin to the rain
The pulse in my head is getting stronger and it affects my brain
My heart dies over and over again, screaming for you
I start to abhor her, but in spite of everything I'm watching you two
My body's numb, I try but I'm not capable of moving
My love for you is useless, that's what your kiss is just proving
The rain has stopped, my tears still flow silently and I'm still frozen
I look around and everything's fine, except my heart: it's broken!