I miss being with you

My friends say
they're proud of me
For taking our breakup so casually
But they don't see what lies beneath my smile

It appears that I'm OK
And I moved on when you walked away
But the truth is
Since you said goodbye

I'm invisibly shaken
Quietly breaking
Desperately taking one breath at a time
Beneath this composure
I know it's over
Baby, I'm dying cause you can't be mine
But I will never show the toll its taken
Cause I'm invisibly shaken

If it looks like I don't care
It's not killing me seeing you here
Hearing you say
You want to try us again

Believe me, it ain't easy
Being this cool
But too many times girl I've been your fool
And I know I'd just end up here again
but your dad don't like me
but too many times your mom said we were a good couple
and i know I'll just get hurt again
you know brad I'll always still love you